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My dear sis just advice me this: If that someone can't bring you happiness but tons of sorrow, no use hanging on to it. It will only drag your pain... isn't it kind of true?
How much courage i need to have to let go of this... i always just hold on to it, thought that somehow someday it will change to be better. I am wrong. The more i'm holding on to it, my heartache just got even deeper...
I should learn to let go now.
If one day you still holds the status of being my bf, i will still expect at least a little from you, but that little thing that i had expected seems to be too stress or too much for you. When there is no expectations, there will be no disappointment. If that small request i've asked makes you feels being controlled, you are not ready to have me in yr life.
This hurts deeply do you know that?