i need a break

yes i need a break... a super loooooong break away from every single things that stressed me.
stress... pls dun come bother me. I just realize actually there are many pple around me are also being bothered by many unhappiness... we tend to cover so well that nobody really know the truth until we really speak up. There are friends that tell me to be strong and don't think too much... yea i've been trying hard ya lilian and xueling... i tried not to think too much and yup and it really works... but for that moment only coz still i have to face the reality... it can never stop bothering me. There are pple say that i still look very cheerful and seems to be so strong.. but sometimes such low feeling is better not to show out. If not it will affect my working attitute and pple around me that trying to cheer me up. heh. everybody more or less will just hide such feelings.
i don't know how long can i take all these. i really don't wanna think. its so scary.