cheer up lala :)

haven really blogging for this month. always have so much things that never failed to troubled me. perhaps i have been so pessimistic always think of the bad way for everything it might turn out to be. sick of me being this way. misses my old self, always used to encouraged pple in whatever things that feels so bad in them. but now its the other way now, i need to be even stronger and independent than before. i wonder why so much sucky things can happened to me, maybe not at one time but are problems that have not been solve since then.

anyway really hope that baby's mum will recover real soon. glad that for now the op was a success and please let the condition maintain this way... all the way till she recovers :)